Some screw came off my lap top! OMG! How did it detached itself from my lap top..*confused stare*

Feeling sick of work, I need to take leave! I now understand how relationships sometimes can keep a person going, and feel more motivated and optimistic about life. Sometimes I feel a lil depressed coz I simply miss Xav too much. I think you have to experience it to understand this logic. SIGH! Its really hard to not think about him for a day, seriously. Sometimes, even when I'm lying on the bed, I could be closing my eyes, but I'm thinking of him till I cry..and cry myself to sleep. Poor thing yea but I can't do anything about it either. No choice. If I had the choice or he has the choice, I would wana move to Perth with him, even though it could mean seeing him once or twice a week, I wouldn't mind. Sounds cliche but if you really do love a person, I'm sure you'll give it all to just spend a few moments together.

Been suffering from this humungous dilema for the past 6 mths. Hoping he will come back soon so that I can see him. On the other hand, I'm hoping he doesn't come back as yet coz if he does, it means he failed. URGH! Totally contradicting but yes, that's life. The grass is always greener on the other side. Admit it.