Met up with xiuyun and flora today over xiao long baos, martinis and champagnes. Nothing's changed after 6 yrs, xy giggled like the way she did years ago, flora remained as fair as a geisha and me: still as blur and goon-doo. Can't believe that we've all aged in one way or another, living our own lives, pursuing our own dreams. But minor actions, thoughts and behaviours didn't change a single bit - we all kept our own characteristics and remained young at heart like it was 6 years ago. Anticipating how each of us look like after years was a mixture of feelings. Why hadn't we decided to met up earlier? Why did it have to be on this day when all of us do not have our own plans? Why did it have to be when we're 22? We began to wonder how everyone else in the class of 4N are doing now.. brainier? prettier? Looking forward to having a class gathering real soon. I miss them loads. Company from your girl friends: Brilliant!

I'm surprised xy became such a party animal! She's damn happening now you know.. the least likely among the 3 of us. I'm pretty much amazed by the way she carries herself now, all that 'special' techniques that flora and i have discovered over the night! haha~ ULTIMATE! New Asia Bar rocks, ambience, deep red couches, friendly caucasians, but some parts of the music was a tad off for me, prolly was a more R&B person. But it was nevertheless a different kind of experience. Yes, I've never been to Zouk and I'm such a Sua Ku if you wana call me that. But a life full of partying's not going to make my life fuller. Just a very cliche way to say I'm unwinding myself. All that small talk at parties, handling strangers, isn't it like putting a fake front in front of your friends. Well, I guess I prefer to catch up old times w my gfs, discover more chill out places rather than visiting hardcore clubbing places w young boys and botaks.

Bah, I miss Xavier ALOT. I'm in need of love!! Envy those couples who could cuddle in each others' arms! Waiting for Xavier to come back to cuddle me alright? Haa sounds quite mushy. Yes I haven't seen him for half a year, and I'm quite surprised I'm still surviving. Though each day I yearn for him and think that I would have to wait for him till the cows come home, I'm trying hard to live my life to the fullest and really put some effort into considering what I wana do with my life. If any of you read this: YES long distance relationship is really hard to maintain: undeniably. Hardly can find the time when both of us are really energetic for long talks especially during week days. I guess I have to put up with the pathetic 2 hrs of web cam each wk. I'm going to give him a good spanking when he comes back. Great suggestion from Mr Mo. =) I'll keep that in mind. Thanks.

BED: HERE I COME!!

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