Self-Reflection....


There's more things in life than to hang on to something that doesn't belong to you..

People come and go in our lives..but only those that treasures our presence leave footprints in our hearts..

Life is too complicated that we often wouldn't have answers to questions that we've been thinking about them long and hard...

We tend to forget about the good things that happened to us whenever a setback comes along in life.. and makes us feel like the world is falling apart...

There are bound to be crossroads in our lives that we have to make a choice to walk straight, turn left or turn right, or turn back..but it takes more effort and energy to turn back for fear of reaching this crossroad again...

Remember those that come into our lives whenever we needed someone to fall back on during tough times because what goes around, comes around... it's true...

There are no shortcuts in life, but only patience and hardwork to guide us along rocky roads which seem to be overwhelming at times...

All we need is a guardian to show us the way but to pave our own paths, we need to stay focus and begin a journey with an end in mind...

You can't force someone to love you but you can make sure you love yourself first before learning how to love someone...

Was FREAKED out today at work.

It was a mundane day at work, busy clearing emails from last friday, trying to finish up my work today, preparing for coming Thursday's Audit. sigh. Had to attend an internal audit class as well, and mind you, there's an exam for it, on FRIDAY. Too much things has been bothering me recently, and I'm kind of trying to weave through these things, hoping one day that things will juz turn out well. You know... like.. " The Law of Attraction"

There, my stomach feels achy after lunch that consist of Vege and vege and more vege and rice. So I thought, its only normal. So I went to the loo hoping to clear my stomach, and I saw a pool of blood in the toilet bowl. For a second, I thought I was going to DIE. Those yucky toilet papers damped with BLOOD? I wanted to scream HELP. What the hell is going on man? Is it me that's really having too much things on my mind? Think too much and give myself emotional stress? Eww.

Luckily, there isn't a reoccurrence. Phew. Went to the gym to really sweat out. Completed 5 km in 37 minutes? =) Good start for the preparation for Oct's Great Eastern's Women's Run, and also Amore's Women's Day Out. Yippee!! I mean, and also Standard Chartered Race in Dec. Hur Hur. But that's like only 10km not the 42km. Haha. I'm not that insane afterall..

More updates to come once I get hold of the Photos at Rox's wedding!

13 September marks a special day for my dearest colleague, Roxanne, and her husband Jerry.. I've witnessed their wedding when vows were exchanged, and their love for each other was well blessed by God and everyone that attended the wedding...Love amazes me so much that I feel, it's beyond words to describe.. Though I've just came to know her 3 months back, somehow, there was a special connection between us that made us able to share secrets with one another and talk about anything under the sun..

Weddings are joyous and pretty much something to look forward to.. During the March-in by the bride and the groom, there was this sudden surge of overwhelming emotions that rose within me.. It brought back memories that were attempting its way to bury themselves.. There, it brought me tears when everyone cheered and applauded for the blessed couple. Rox eyes were filled with tears of joy, having to walk down this aisle after a long awaited journey..

But most importantly, they both knew what they wanted, and they work hard for it. There are many ups and downs in life that you have to go through, sometimes it may be painful, sometimes it may be gladful.. Who knows what the future brings? Yet sometimes, life is full of complications which no one really knows what's the exact explanation for it.. There's no point dwelling on the past but to realise your mistakes and accept your failures.. It's true.. It might be simple to say, but if you really put your actions to it, it's tougher than you can imagine..

Roxanne and Jerry: I give you my utmost blessing for this marriage ok? =) Not any lesser.. Hehe