Well, thanks to the increase in GST, I had to re-enter the telephone bills into the excel spreadsheet and putting all my previous efforts to waste at work. Well, you may think balancing phone bills is an easy peasy task, but if you have a 120 pages bill, I doubt you will feel that way man!

BUTTTTT, making use of one attempt, I managed to separate them out into those for 5% and those for 7%. Sorry if I sounded too detailed. It was really a great sense of achievement for me as it was the most tedious task within my job scope. Imagine staring at the lap top which glares underneath the spot lights in the lobby, one could easily doze off (which happened a few times). Luckily I was lucky till now, no one caught me in the act (yet).

Yay, its back to the less stressful time at work having to finish balancing that stack of bills, which I really dreaded. Less stress faced equals feeling happier at work and looking forward more to work, lunch and company.

I miss dear. Sobs.

Mothers can be really naggy, one moment she complained that I didn't do what I was suppose to do when I was at home, next she asked why did I do it straight away after dinner, should have taken a rest first. OMG! Really wana faint man! Indecisiveness of a woman. DOTS. I'm on leave mum, it's not as if I don't want to help. I was going to help, I had intended to do it after dinner. If you realised, Nags are meant for selective hearing, if not, that is how quarrels arise - from a head to head confrontation if we can't understand each other's feelings.

HaHa contradictions of life. Her mood changes by a twitching of your eyes yes? Sometimes, I feel she needs enlightenment, like to let her know we are growing up. Nonetheless, we are always children in every mothers' eyes. However, Mum..we're neither God, nor robots to follow instructions, we too have feelings. =) I begin to wonder would I be like that when I become a mother. Hopefully not, since I understand the pain. Of coz, I appreciate whatever she has done for me, to raise me up, pay for my school fees, inherit her good genes, feed me, clothe me, and give me a place to sleep. PERFECT! Minus the nags and worries and over-protectiveness.

I'm thinking I should start penning down a list of goals I want to achieve by a certain age. Life is short. I should get down to do some practical thinking and start working on it. Life is too short for regrets, if I don't fulfill it now, when can I? When I started thinking back on my life, I've realised I did not achieve some things which could be achieve by someone of my age, who is full of hopes and dreams. I think, I'm too afraid to dream for fail of achieving it. I'm such a loser to be saying quits even without trying. I will start to attempt to try alright. (hopefully) Show me some encouragements please...

I'm beginning to discover that maybe I'm not suitable to be in the service industry, or rather, it is how I want to take it when people throw me with nasty remarks when I'm not the one at fault. This is the price you have to pay to be working as a customer service operator, cum receptionist, cum "everything else" worker. Well, I have to agree that it really trained my patience explaining difficulties to customers, or rather polishing some PR skills. I just have to know how to handle situations and my emotions towards erky people who called up just to vent their anger because they couldn't get what they wanted. I mean, I really hope I can help you but please don't get so worked up when your home applicances gave up on you. You have to tell me what is the problem so I can help, without blowing your top first. Thanks. Remember that courtesy goes a long way yes?

Meet Tavia today for Casuarina prata. Tavia's a friend I got to know through a part time event yet we seemed to click at the first instance of knowing each other, surprises me! Like how random it is to know her but we have so many things to talk about!

Sigh, sudden urge to bring some prata over for dear. Felt a great surge of nostalgia, flashbacks of prata sessions with dear at Jalan Kayu. I'll treat him to prata, frog leg porridge with extra chilli, Melben Crabs, durians, rum and raisin ice cream, bedok ba chor mee, botak jones, ichiban boshi... HAHA I'm I providing free advertisement for them? Or rather, stimulate some tastebuds over here? SLURPS

Wana miraculously cure his weird insect bites which got infected! I'll probably dream of some magic formula to diminish his disgusting bites and murder that insect which caused his infected wound! POOF! But it's a blessing in disguise, hope it allowed him more time to mug. (hope)

Imagine going to a wedding dinner where you don't know how you are related to the host. Totally lost in your own world! Have to admit it's quite a scene to see the elderly gather together and comparing about their grandchildren. Feels great to stand out among the others too! WaHahAhA!! Although I don't know how I'm related to the bride and the groom, it is rather heartwarming to witness a couple's special day, tying the knot on this day. I hope they will be blessed and be as loving in 60 years' time, holding hands when they are 80.

sw was seeking help about how to cook pasta for someone she like. She wants to learn how to cook meatball pasta so I'm giving her some tips. But giving tips doesn't mean I'm damn good at it, just sharing some experiences to better the taste. =)

Then again, I've got craving for Swedish meatballs from IKEA!!! sHeeSh. I'm craving for a different thing everyday. It was the superlicious ham/cheese BIG sausage (I can't remember its name on the menu) from secret recipe first, and Tom Yam Soup next, and now its Swedish Meatballs. How sinful can I get?

I have to admit she deserves some compliments: to cook for a guy she's not even with, or worth waiting for, hell lot of courage for me. But when it comes to loving someone, I'll probably do the same thing too. Love IS blind.

When can I have my Swedish Meatballs........

Some screw came off my lap top! OMG! How did it detached itself from my lap top..*confused stare*

Feeling sick of work, I need to take leave! I now understand how relationships sometimes can keep a person going, and feel more motivated and optimistic about life. Sometimes I feel a lil depressed coz I simply miss Xav too much. I think you have to experience it to understand this logic. SIGH! Its really hard to not think about him for a day, seriously. Sometimes, even when I'm lying on the bed, I could be closing my eyes, but I'm thinking of him till I cry..and cry myself to sleep. Poor thing yea but I can't do anything about it either. No choice. If I had the choice or he has the choice, I would wana move to Perth with him, even though it could mean seeing him once or twice a week, I wouldn't mind. Sounds cliche but if you really do love a person, I'm sure you'll give it all to just spend a few moments together.

Been suffering from this humungous dilema for the past 6 mths. Hoping he will come back soon so that I can see him. On the other hand, I'm hoping he doesn't come back as yet coz if he does, it means he failed. URGH! Totally contradicting but yes, that's life. The grass is always greener on the other side. Admit it.

Had a hubba hubba deliceux lunch buffet with colleagues. Umm SLURPS, its good for first timers but I doubt it has the "I will want to go back again" effect. Well, I'm sure there are less costly buffets, with better food. Came down with a sudden headache on my way home and man..I konged out the moment I touched my bed. Yes, I am that tired. Work is depriving me of sleep and the energy to watch my korean dramas as they can be time consuming and draggy! I need to be in a super clear state of mind to continuously watch a few episodes at one go.

Still can't imagine someone telling me I look very lady-like in a dress. You mean I don't look lady-like on every other day? GOSH! I look sporty? YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME! He has to be someone who hasn't known me long enough to discover that I'm such a lazy bum who catches every opportunity to sleep. Get to know me better and you'll discover my flaws yeah? Maybe it was some technique to show interest to a girl, yes, to praise them and make them feel over the clouds?

Went to visit Cherish yesterday as she came down with flu. That poor girl..and those that took care of her all came down with flu. Hopefully can say goodbye to the flue pandemic at Xav's house soon. We're all scrambling around taking care of her. Wells, Jasmine makes a great mummy! I must admit and praise her. All that energy and effort to put in to raise a kid has to come from the undying love and patience a mother should have. Its tough!

It was hell lot of fun to meet up with hall mates at yw's birthday celebration. Haven't seen them since the last meet up when Jason came back from India. Gatherings are great time for friends to catch up yes. I love the company of friends. Talking about contacting friends alright, another worrysome issue is that mouyi cut off his hp line, don't ask me why. Xav was mentioning like how he is going to contact mouyi from now on. Wierd. Humans now can't leave home without their hps yet I have a friend here who cut off his hp line. Well to each individual has their logic. Maybe I should start to live without mine too but I think I'm not up to it considering the first reason of why I have a hp: I have to use it to contact Xav haHA!

Did 2 crazy decisions today for myself: 1) to sign up for Mizuno 10k run and 2) to sign up for Shape 10k run. Please DON'T even think I am really fit (if you are reading this). It is all for the fact that I want to check out where my limit lies. Maybe I will end up getting trampled all over during the run by atheletes yea. Mizuno run is in 3 wks time and I doubt I'm geared up but when the time comes, I will try my best! Thinking about all the crazy things I have been doing in this duration when Xav is away, surprises me ALOT. All that kickboxing lessons, running, learnt cycling, gyming sessions, I think I added more ticks to my list of accomplishments and I'm really proud of it. I still lived and eat well without him! great.

Tommorow's dressy day for work as promised. Diana's leaving and I'm actually feeling abit sad even though I only knew her for what 3 weeks? Having a treat tomorrow by a colleague, buffet- styled lunch. Heading for the desserts yay! Heard its really good. Can't wait. Guess the only thing to look forward at work tommorow, would be the lunch and my ever-chatty colleagues. BAH. I hate to wake up early. BOO HOO!